I wish I could make things like they used to be.
I loved the way you used to call me.
Wake me from my sleep.
Save me from the anguish which I weep.

I miss when your embrace was tight,
suffocating the pain I felt to leave you from my sight.
But now your hugs are faint,
it makes me feel you holding back with restraint.

I escaped with you,
without you ever knowing.
I thought you were there with me,
but I was right next to myself,
reaping without sowing.

I can't give you what you want,
and I can't see what you need.
But I wish I could,
I wish so badly I could sow that seed.
Build with you, a place with laughter and smile.
A place I used to feel as a child.

But I'm wishing....
Wishing never got me anywhere.
Wishing will never make you care.
but I love you still,
and I always will.
It's a feeling I cannot kill.