After the pain of heartbreak begins to dull. An old feeling begins to emerge again. That empty feeling. It is unwelcome in this home, but it always manages to convince you to let them in. It is a feeling that you are unwanted. A feeling you know all too well.
I've never felt abandoned, just insignificant. No matter how much I want to believe I can recruit someone else to join me in my quest for life, I must come to the realization that I must take this journey alone. My faint of heart has made it difficult for me to use my passionate spirit to muster up the courage I need to move forward in this direction. I must find a way to light the fire in my bosom again, lest I be consumed by darkness.
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When you feel a certain way about someone, and it is not mutual, there almost is no worst feeling. You are right, you must pursue this life thing on your own, and you will be surprised how fulfilled you can make yourself. Recruitng is the last activity that will make you happy. Better someone just can't get enough of you, and they recruit themselves to your cause. And with that there is almost no better feeling. Give yourself a chance! Show yourself to the world, and let it happen!
I sure hope you're right Robin....
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