Smitten & Smite

I feel like such a fool. I just can't tell anymore. Why does it feel like she's tempting me to follow when she won't let me have her. Is she taken visually, but not in her heart? Do I even have a chance? Am I missing something? Does she even want me? Am I just being manipulated? Why can't I just have her already.... I know the story all too well. She'll keep beckoning, I'll keep following. Women have way too much power over us.